Sasha

2008-02-25T01:23:00.000-08:00

PPL I NOE THIS IS HARD AN D SAD< BUT IT IS REALITY, MY BLOG HAS MOVED!!! YEA AND IT"S NEW AWESOME URL IS....http://me-myself-and-sasha.blogspot.com /
TO ALL THOSE AWESOME PPL WHO HAVE TO RELINK. I REALLY APOLOGISE. BUT MY NEW BLOG IS AWESOME SIA?!?!?!?

HAHA OKAY RELINK PLS< AND THANKIES :P

OUHKAY

2008-02-19T01:33:00.000-08:00

ouhkay peeps. i dn have alot to post yea? so i'll just use my newly found INNER TALENT. YEa rite. here's iz smt i have recently managed to relate to. seriously. IT WUZ MADE FOR E. ye think? but no. yea. just hear it yea? --YEA ouhkay. post the thing already. Oh yea. and forget the damn video. close your eyes n LISTEn cause the only miss independant on IMEEM wuz only 23 seconds long or something. so yea. FORGET THE VIDEO. thx

(Verse 1)
Miss independent
Miss self-sufficient
Miss keep your distance, mmmm

Miss unafraid
Miss out of my way
Miss don't let a man interfere, no

Miss on her own
Miss almost grown
Miss never let a man help her off her throne

So, by keeping her heart protected
She'll never, ever feel rejected
Little miss apprehensive
Said ooh, she fell in love

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true

(Verse 2)
Misguided heart
Miss play it smart
Miss if you wanna use that line, you better not start, no

But she miscalculated
She didn't wanna end up jaded
And this miss decided not to miss out on true love

So, by changing a misconception
She went in a new direction
And found inside, she felt a connection
She fell in love

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)

(Bridge)
When miss independent walked away
No time for love that came her way
She looked in the mirror and thought today
What happened to miss no longer afraid?
It took some time for her to see
How beautiful love could truly be
No more talk of why can't that be me
I'm so glad I've finally seen

(Chorus)
What is this feeling taking over?
Thinking no one could open the door
Surprise, it's time, to feel what's real
What happened to miss independent's no longer need to be defensive?
Goodbye, old you, when love, is true (when love, is true)

Miss independent

2008-02-18T02:01:00.000-08:00

Haha. ouhkay. Lavelle just taught moi how to post videos. WHOOTS LAVELLE!!! ouhkay. AND FARZANA????? I AM GOING TO KILL YOU FOR CALLING ME THAT!!! *insert evil laugh here* ouhkay, no serioulsy.

Turns out i do not rock the house as much anymore. go figure. long story short, i am no longer a LAUGHAHOLIC tennis player, but a REALLY CONFUSED basketballer. W.O.W. Really. i am no good at BBall. i am SUCKISH at it kay??? Haha. see sasha(rubbing it in LAVELLE) few years from now as a BASKETBALLER. Haha. sorry. i just do not see it.

srry, if im making no sence from now on. kyra has just started listening to aqua's barbie girl. MY EARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ouhkay. to save your time and my ears, i'll try posting a VIDEO!!!!!! YAYS! ouhkay.

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Lalalalalalla

2008-02-11T01:11:00.000-08:00

Ouhkay. Did i happen to tell ALL of you that i cut my hair?? i noe rite. it'sa shocker :P JK. Anywayz everyone says i look weird, so ppl... i DID NOT WANT to get bangs ok??? i had to. So sad ... i noe :P

SO we r suppose to do this NE design thing. it sucks. all i find is a flag. this sucks. y issit our projects are always so unsearchable????? WHenever i type Nero for the history report. i get the damn disk burning software. damn damn DAMN.

So we are SUPPOSED to do this poem thing for LIt. i keep forgetting. and i didnt even make it a point to stay back with my group. Srry peeps. I noe i've been a total ass today. or more of one than i ever have been.

So since i did not get the chance to do this in any of my later posts, i'll thke the time it now. PERSON WHO TOUGHT ME TO CLIMB THE MONKEYBARS ( this is for privacy reasons :) i'm too nice)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU ARE READING THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEN I WOULD LYK YOU TO NOE THAT>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>SASHA WANTS TO TELL YOU THAT YOU'VE GOT A VALENTINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN YOUR FACE :P !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okok, not so mean eh??? srry A (name changed for privacy reasons *:). i just HAD to do that.

Haha. oh and LATEST Hy and ben update. SHE HATES HIM!!!! i mean WTH??? ( okok. Zahwah you've knocked this into me!!! :( hehe) She claims she hates him with all her heart and her is the sickest thing she has ever met. wow. to hate someone that much, he must have killed someone or something ( thought i wouldnt mind if h kilt HY :P Joke,, My mind is not that murderous :P) i mean what did the guy do other than like you??? When i told her that she said (i qoute) " OF COURSE HE LIKES ME!!" RIte. how can you be so full of yourself and liked at the same time?? Beats me. anyway. Other than the hy buisness..

CARRIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH ( evil eye at Zahwah) WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!! NOW IM GONNA LOOK LYK A totAL RETARD :P HEHE SMASH HIS FACE FOR ME WILL YA??? okok joke, i seem to think more murderous off late :P

SO a lot of Peeps have baan listing their frendz down... maybe i should do that?? ok. i'll only list down the Laughing Brigade kayz??

Ain-Lol far too much :P
-loves to forget stuff :P
-awesome fren (thx for sticking up w/me no matter how much i poke you * i speak for Shaikah too* haha)

Riny-let's just put it this way when she starts with the laughter, nearly impossible to stop her
-Watches the GIW(s) lyk a hawk :P
-Awesome frend too!!!! ( i noe... i'm so nice :P)
-studies too much :P

Farzana-two words ( i quote lavelle) "natural beauty" *pls dun kill me*
-laugh-a-holic :P(we all are)
-awesome frend.....:P
-opposite of riny.. does not need to study every single second of her lyf... (but you still do awesome)
-has a suspicious obsession with geogrphy (hehe)
-Soccer natural :P

Zahwah-looks lyk she has eyeliner on man!!! hehe
-GIW stalker no.2 (i mean that in a nice way :P)
-Made me a WTH person *thx :P*
-hahhahahhahahahahahahhahah x infinity :P (also in a damn ass good way, we all laugh :P)

Afiqah-OMG!!!!!!!!!! she draws darn awesome yeah?
-REally an awesome person. I'm lucky to have her as a fren:P
-soccer awesome person too... :P

Farah o.-one word kay????? RUN when she kicks the football at the goal and your the goalie:P
-Awesome person... haha.... pls dun kill me for the cheerleading thing :P

and other ppl from HGS like Lavelle and shaikah and Pei Shan, y'all rock as well kayz??? :P

Lala

2008-02-04T19:24:00.000-08:00

i have officially decided to try my bestest in sec skool... hehe.. as if. Some subjects are PRETTY awesome, but the rest iz just downright DULL. even ART has joined my list of subjects-that-could-possibly-make-me-die-of-boredom. Yeah, thats it. along wif art is stuff like maths(been there, done that :P same old stuff), Geography(and why do we study this again??), chinese(wow, there's one heck of a surprise) as well as legacy (dun get moi wrong... it can be awesome, but only on rare occasionz :P).

Oh well.

and the only thing that keeps me awake during such lessons is.... wait, i'm begining to thing there IS NO reason. remember to remind me to doze off during that time kayz?? thankies.

oh mon Dieu ! HY has been asking me to speak french to her... i mean.. WHAT THE HELL??? oh well... i'd like to see her speak french, probably end up wif a lot of swearing. she does that a lot. seems to think it is (pardon me) "IN".

Right, lemme ask you. if you say the word whenever you feel like it, what are you gonna say when a 100ton weight falls on your head? Oh, other than the fact that you will die. Saying the word is not gonna express your frustration is it?? cause you say it every single second of your lyf. Hehes

Qu'est-ce que c'est? Quelle horreur!

Yea, and she acts like some 'très belle'. hehe. AS IF. zut alors, if i start on french it takes a while to stop, so bear w/me , oui?

ça ne fait rien what she THINKS she is, it's what she IS. Whatever, Je m'en fous. bonne chance if you end up meeting her somewhere down the road. I'm fier d'être to be me. And if that is taken away from me. Good luck.

SO one day she called me and asked me to say something in french to her. i said "Bonne Nuit Ma Chérie." HEHE.... then i added "saperlipopette, c'est magnifique, mais ce n'est pas la guerre" Which made sence individually, but not as a whole. then she said she understtod me. BWAHAHAHA!!!!! c'est pas grave if you do not know french, just make sure you do not lie kay??:)

Merci Ma Chérie! AS IF :P

Awesomeness

2008-02-04T02:58:00.000-08:00

OHMIGOSH!!! looks lyk my lyf took a flippin turn for the better ! :P hehes! I GOT INTO TENNIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO ROCKS THE HOUSE??? I ROCK THE HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok... you get moi point rite??? goodie. I think i should write a list of things to do before i die list.. Yea... that will be awesome... then i'll actually WILL have something to aim for :P

Worst dae.

2008-01-24T21:52:00.000-08:00

Hehez. todae Very eventful. so listen up PEEPS!!! okay. me and riny were playing around w/our name tags, so we ended up wearing each's other's to assembly. then the PREFECT says "impersonating" iz a VERI serious offence. so she sends us in front to get booked. So I'm lyk???? WTH??? what iz a very serious offence if you do not put it in the darn RULEBOOK. so tell me, whats the point of have the damned 'rulebook' in the first fRIGGIN place?!?!??!?!? so aft assembly, they write this stuipd masking tape thingy for us. They CLAIMED the since we IMPERSONATED each other, they will confiscate our name tags, which is one booking, and since we have no name tags, we get ANOTHER booking, as well as that stupid masking tape thing! I mean, what kinda logic is that?? they threw my name tag down the chute. Thanks, thanks a WHOLE lot. now i have to go waste MORE money to go buy a new one.

Whatever. MOVING ON... all of us went to play football today in the field next to the fence that separates TKG from TKSS (Okay, i go there for the FOOTBALL, not for the GIW(s) Okay?? that is why RINY goes there) we start off with riny, lavelle and moi guarding the goal. i save a few shots ( i KNOWWWWWWWWWW :P ) and yea. fast forward a few minutes later, and we are screaming wheneva Farah-Farah kicks the ball(Jeets... PURLEASE DUN LAUGH... CAUSE I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING AND ITS PURE GROSS :P) cause she's a damn-ass gd kicker. they ended up kicking the football over the fence about two times today. And shaikah wuz running around with her water bottle, and Lavelle said it wuz for hitting anyone how got in the way of her and the soccer ball, she wuz rite.
Then guess what??? we start singing Avril Lavine. HEHES i noe. SO We are singing-laughing-screaming brigade now. Bell rings and we see some GIWs staring at us from their staircase lyk we're nutz or something. HAHA. i guess we kinda sent the message "we've got voices and we are not afraid to use them".... LOLZ who am I kidding?!?!?!?

Amanda wrote down my blog URL todae, so if your out there... HI AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!! ENJOY MY BLOOG OK??? DUN WORRY, I KNOW YOU'LL LURV IT :P I LINKED YOU!!!!! SO YOU MUST BE VERY GRATEFUL AND LINK ME BACK OK???? AND ALSO REMEMBER TO TAG!!! OR I'LL........... BE VERY EVIL, AND TRUST ME, I CAN BE REAL EVIL.

O level resultz came out yesterday!!!!!!!!!! and i finally found out how it is calculated. Weird though, who ever heard of " the lower the score, the better". I wonder How Sonya did. must go ask her. she probably got into that college of hers. she actually got invited in cause of her singing. Ha! this proves my earlier point that good voices run in the family. LOL

GOsh, i CANNOT believe how much i MISS HGS. i never believed i would. I think i'll whine my self to sleep.. :)

MY song :-

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that
I Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is this beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

History Homework terminated-- FINALLY

2008-01-21T23:11:00.000-08:00

Okay, turns out the history wuz on the tkgs OFFICIAL site. For those who STILL need help... type this into the URL box: http://www.tkgs.moe.edu.sg/sch_info/hist.htm ... yea that's it. oh wellz. lyf in sec skool is turning out not to be AS bad as i anticipated... other than the stuipd art... tell me, what kinda art includes WORKSHEETS???? Carrie nearly died when i told her that.

And Rini (OUH KAY... she said you can type it as Rene or riny... i dunno. i'm EVIL i dun even memorise moi fwrenz names :P) keeps on talking bout the TKSS guys, or ANY guys for that reason.... hmmmmmmmmmmm....... ok. i do no seem to have any objection to that. At least it's not something that is...... WORSE??

Right. Blabberin' on bout my suckish art lessons. SHE MAKES US DO FLIPPIN' ART WORKSHEETS???

RnR

2008-01-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

ah. i have not posted cause of sec skool. computer will "wreck' my 'study hard' image to my mom's frenz.... hmmmmmmm or something lyk that. Anywayz, supposed to be doing flippin' history, timeline of TKGS... *sigh* all i found wuz when it wuz founded yadda yadda ya... and all that crap. But guess what? i found a perfect timeline of TKSS... WHY?????? Oh well. AT least i'm not in a skool wif almost half the class being guys, ( and according to Hae yon, gay ones... but... i haven't actually seen it for myself. and do NOT want to.) yeah. no time to post anything else *sad* i'll try after i get SOMETHING out of TKGS "invisible" history...

Lonely :(

2008-01-05T22:24:00.000-08:00

Ahhh.... new school eh?? WOW. Although i HAVE made a couple of friends (*yay*) i can't help but to feel kinda... SAD. Yupp -- Sad. i Miss HGS a hell of a lot. Well, not Haig girls' but the people in it. yea, i even miss some of my enemies :P

Stupid me, i should valued my time there. But i guess I'll say the same thing when i leave TKG. Many people say your time in sec school will be the best school years of your life. I'd PROBABLY agree with them four years down the road, when the time is LONG gone and FAR too late. Oh well, i guess that is the way it is eh?

But i guess what REALLY sucks is... having Hae yon within a few yards from moi. EVERYONE knows that the only reason she went to TKSS wux becoz of the guys, How Yuck is THAT???

I mean, she practically oozing with desperation. I guess she wants guys to fancy her. little does SHE know that she already has one follower... hmmmm... SAD

You know, She went from girl-who-wears-barbie-and-disney-princess-clothes to girl-who-wears-the-same-glitter-graphics-tees-and-WAY-too-much-jewelery-that-is-literally-screaming-"i am trying TOO hard"

yes, And way to go on the "Jeethi" persona, REALLY Hae yon, and PUR-LEASE dont start the " i had already used 'Doopey' and 'cheese' and 'marmee' before i even knew Jeethi existed" thing, Here's a tip, and a GOOD one. Use more believeable excuses will ya??? you kinda become too fake after all that same old lies.

Okay, and here's a warning Hae Yon??? IF YOU FLIPIN' DARE KAY???? IF YOU FLIPPIN' DARE I SHALL LITERALLY PEEL YOUR FLESH OFF YOUR BONES TORTUOUSLY SLOW SO YOU FLIPPIN' SUFFER. Trust me HY, your CANNOT go under my radar, you ARE NO competition for me OKAY??? Stick with what you've got, don't go gallivanting for what you dont have, and ENjoy what you ACTUALLY have while it lasts, which would not be long more...

On the brighter side, i'm ACTUALLY enjoying being sec one, all those extra privileges you never got before..... can you say "Heaven"????

I FEEL FOR YOU... :P

2007-12-23T20:18:00.000-08:00

Hehes. Jeet. i cannot believe you are being forced to bring HY to see ben. i mean, i know he likes her and all, just..... you get where i coming from right??? Maybe, just MAYBE she would show her true COLORZ n he would be all "WHAT DID I SEE IN THIS GIRL???" but i know HY can act all Sugary when she wants too :) but if he doesnt mind her acting all stuck up then MAYBE JUST MAYBE they are soulmates :)

*insert 'AAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWW....' here*

neoprints

2007-12-23T19:40:00.000-08:00

Hehe. Kay, these are the neoprints we took with Kebab... :P i look ultra retarded in most of these, but I'm not photogenic, so sue me :P

BDOML??? Again and again

2007-12-23T03:38:00.000-08:00

SOOO.... today wuz TOTALLY awesome huh? i went out wif Kebab, Priya n Jeets. we watched Alvin & chipmunks. SOOOOOOOO KUTE. watch the show, Its worth the money :P we took a couple of neoprintz wif Kebab, and when she went to send her sis to the airport. But i muz wait 4 Kebab to send moi the noeprints on ze com cause moi scanner ain't working :( ANYWAYZ, they helped me with my christmas shopping and all... THX GUYZ!!!!! Hey, guess what??? you noe alvin and the chipmunks??? Jesse Mcartney is ze voice of Theodore!!! HEHE.... they made his voice REALLY high pitched and squeaky, in OTHER wordz, CUTE :P But im not much of a Jesse Fanatic. so. WHATEVER. then we went around n Kebab bought tis REALLY Girly chic skirt that suited her AWESOMELY ( me NEW word :P). okies. i KINDA need to go now so i THINK i'll write bout the AWESOME dae later kayz????

NOW HOW MANY 'AWESOME(s) WERE THERE?????-- AWESOME :P

2007-12-21T00:29:00.000-08:00

So i go for the damn Sec school briefing today, and my dad's suddenly ALL Criticism. "See Sasha?? This school is SQUEEZED behind the gas station..." " the school looks exactly the same before my SISTER went in Sasha!!! This shows how old the school is..." " the school MOTTO is in LATIN!!!! you know HOW OLD THAT IS Sash???" You get my point. But TKG IS NOT A BAD SCHOOL OKAY???? i mean, look at...say.... Lavelle. she got this AWESOME aggrigate (or however you spell it) score, and she chooses TKG!!! i mean, that shows it's a DAMN ASS good school. Okay, well, maybe its not THE BAST school ever, just, IT's not just AN AVERAGE school... right??? Whatever. I HATE it when my dad gets into a bad mood. And trust me, thats happens A LOT. i mean how many people have called their 12-year old daughter the F word about 23 times a day?? Honestly??? NOT MANY. Maybe he is the only one in this WORLD. Or one of the few.

How would YOU feel if your FATHER called you a u-noe-what???? i know, IT NOT A GOOD FEELING. I give up. He and my Mom fight A LOT too. But i'm not gonna elaborate on that. My blog is FAR too precious. :P

Anyways, they made ME appeal to MGS AND CEDAR. Okay, DREAM ON 'RENTS!!!

Tammy told ME that Peggy got into a good school, hmmmm i guess i must ask. SLOWLY though. dun want to look like i'm FAR TOO curious :P But i noe Peggy. She'll tell, i GUESS. i mean, i haven't seen the girl for.... THREE YEARS!!! One of my BEST FRIENDS???? three years??? W.O.W.

i Miss SACPS LOADS. i guess the affilation isn't that worth it though. LEt's just put it this way, SAC Secondary, it's not exactly the Worst school in S'pore, but it is DEF. not the best.

Shoot. i have a thooth ache. it HURTS. Never had a tooth ache before, not that i recall. It's shaking!!! Omg, lets see... is that my second set ALREADY?!?!? i don't want to end up with NO TEETH!!! I'll go se whats wrong. I cant POSSIBLY loose my second set ALREADY right??? RIGHT?!!!!!!!?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?

OK.... CLAMING DOWN

2007-12-19T21:51:00.000-08:00

Yea, well. So i was Damn bored todae i went to Blingee and pimped out informal class photo w/Miss Goh, it looks a BIT odd but it wuz the best i could do, some of your headz might have been cut off though :( sorries! So this is it. i just noticed ruei jean's arm wuz cut off... OPPS :(*srry Ruei Jean, pls dun kill moi* go ahead and try out Blingee. itz kinda kool. you can add graphics and everything. so Kyra saw me doing this and guess what???

EEKKKK!!!!! theres ONE angel i DO NOT want to bump into.... hehe. Kyra looks weird in this picture... LOLz.... SHHH!!!! she doesn't know i put it on my blog!!! after all, she IS a killer, even her BLING says so.... *shiverz* :P

starting...AFRESH??? YEAH...RIGHT!

2007-12-19T02:45:00.000-08:00

You know, GT hates HY as much as i do, or if possible even more, and yet, she does not even mention her in her blog(yet). My point is, i need to, make ME the star of MY blog instead of my... whats the word??? lets just say..... ENEMY WHO MAKES ME FEEL REAL GUILTY WHENEVER I SNAP AT HER, MAKING ME APOLOGISE AND BECOME FRIENDS WITH HER AGAIN, JUST SO SHE CAN IRRITATE ME EVEN MORE, MAKING ME WANT TO KILL HER, AND THUS, THE CYCLES REPEATS ITSELF.

There.

Y'noe, in my LAST post, i talked about BEN *see last post* i haven't actually MET the guy so whatever i said or will say in this post has NO affect on his reputation. GOT IT?? Good.

OKay, HY talks on the phone with ben ALOT. ANd while she's at it.... SURPRISE SURPRISE.... guess what?? she uses GT and my WORDS * see all previous posts, there should be something about it somewhere....*. Example....Doopey( meaning: ever watched Snow White? me neither, but one of the characters is Doopy or something, and he's the inspration for this word! It means...lame and retarded... i guess... but you get the main picture.)

I mean, not that i back to the HATing-HY-for-coping-my-phrases-or-words-that-i-make-up(see amirah??? Making up words IS fun :P) phrase. just..... GET A LYF HY!!!!

OK, and isn't it obvious she has a MEGA crush on him??? HECK YEAH!!!! AND DOES HE LIKE HER??? -ditto-... so you can see where we're going....

Only what would REALLY ruin them is Ben finding out HY called him a Moron, like a GAZILLION times, and other RUDE words. i mean... he's been NOTHING but nice to her, and all she has to give in return is MORON..... no change there..... *see last post*

i mean, how can she be so mean to someone who has treated her SOO kindly??? i mean isn't there a place in her BRAIN that tells HER good friends are hard to come by??? Yet she just insulted one of her most LOYAL friends, who has only called her GOOD things behind her back, and nothing MEAN?!?! i mean??? WTH????i mean how often does someone call you "one of a kind" (mean this in a GOOD way--not bad) and "sweet" and "cute" (??? no comment there, i'm not the type to go all over this word).... seriously??? NO THAT OFTEN, VERY RARELY in fact... and all she calls HIM in return is *drumroll please...come on, all i want to do is add a little tension y'noe??? not that you cannot tell what she called HIM!* a 'MORON' of course, she cannot exactly call him a BITCH now can she * see last post*???

YOu know what, time i told you something that happened in my PERSONAL life, not the one with Hae yon in it, or anyone for that matter, i mean, it IS called PERSONAL, now, isn't it???

-- current Sasha's personal lyf happeningz--

NOTHING, ACCEPT SOMETHINGS WHICH ARE A LIttLE TOO pesonal.... well, i guess, unless getting into my FIFTH school choice counts. Jeethi, being the AWESOME person she is ( and NOT getting *as i qoute* 'too mature') is all "WHOOOOTS!!!!!" you noe something jeet??? that's one of the few good thing that have happened in my life so far, thx buddie... you REALLY cheered moi up:) and now, itx MY turn!!!!!

*insert evil laugh here*

UUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-10T21:44:00.000-08:00

OH MY GAWD(srry, god) SHE... SHE... SHE DARE THINK SHE'S ALL THAT!!!!! do you KNOW what that girl just SAID to ME?!?! okay, she sent two flipping IMs on the lame IMVU(all because she called me a few days ago whinning that she was 'SO BORED' i told her i didn't care and said BYE she went "NONONONONONONONO" and then BEEP -- terminated).

1)what the hell is up with you???? u like hang up on me for like no reason! you are sooo weird sometimes...look, if u r gonna keep treating me like shit, u might just as well forget about this hell of a roller coaster friendship, this isn't the first time this has happened, u cann't just take everything out on me, i have feelings too, how would u like it if one day, i suddenly said i hate you and slapped you in the face? thats how u make me feel sometimes...

My REply???

so i'm stuck up not to care about how bored you are, well then, YOUR stuck up to think i would give a damn bout you. i hung up on YOU??? i said bye before i hung up, so technically is not "hanging up on you" now, is it? trust me, your not that important to make me care whether you hate me or not, by all means, slap me, you'll get hell in return. i'm weird, so sue me, but let's all face it kay??? YOU'R WEIRDER.

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her excuse...

i m not the one who has mega mood issues, no wonder you have no other friends other than me and jeethi! with an attitude like that, it is impossible,what did i do to you that made you so cranky? if it is the old stealing jeethi problem again, honestly, u are pathetic! she said it herself that she likes both of us equally, what do u want her to do? dump me and she can be all yours? i dun think so, she has way better friends. so get a life, you are never gonna get what you want if u keep this up

and then she blocked me cause she was too cowardly to read my reply.

OH MY... ME??? HAVE NO OTHER FRIENDS OTHER THAT HER AND GT?!? YEA RITE. i can name you MILLION of ppl who are my friends, maybe not CLOSE friends, but friends. ppls from synchro, my OLD school, ppl i MET god knows where.... ALL FRIENDS...SEE?????

She's the one with attitude problems (the so called "mega mood issues") oh well, i gave her a damn good comeback just to find out she blocked me.... *ho hum*

Whateva. She calls everyone she hates a *REALLY sorry here, for using that doopey HY's signature word on my oh-so-lovely blog (tut tut... YEA RITE!)* Bitch.

I give up. She's the one with no friends. But hey, i'm not gonna fret over her life. i've got my own and i'm lovin' it :P

Then she goes around telling Ben(GT's friend, who HY lives to talk on the phone to) that i'm some stuck up BITCH(AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SORRY BLOGGIE!) who didn't even accept her *hem hem* APOLOGY. now, read her first IM to me, see any apology in that?? Thought so( FYI, the messages are copied and pasted so what you read is what HY types with her own two hands)

SO time passes and i'm like, Since i'm SUCH a GODDESS, i dun want to fight with that PERSON-of-a-HY anymore, so i send her ANOTHER IM on IMVU(nothing new there eh??? :P) saying 'look, i was a little harsh on you..i'm sorry YADDAYADDA YA' you get the point... her reply(again copy and pasted):

er...i did apologise, but it just didn't sound like one, with the thrashing of those words wierd stuck-up pathetic, etc. it just didn't sound like one. besides i dun even know what i did wrong, like i said, i dun just apologise for nth, and what is your great reason? and i'ld rather NOT talk to you on the phone, cuz i might just blow again, not that i have much intention of being your friend again...

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RIGHT... whtevr HY Firstly, Whats an apology if the Recipient doesn't even know it's one?? secondly, You called my a pathetic, stuck-up bitch, and you are telling me, you did nothing wrong?? Thirdly, if you dun apologise for nothing, why did you even bother lying that you apologised to me when you still haven't heard *as i quote* my 'great reason'? Fourthly,YOu did not even blow in the first place so you cannot exactly blow AGAIN now CAN YOU??? FIfthly, i do not care whether you want to be my friend or not, i just want to make sure you ACTUALLY know why you are calling me a Stuck Up Bitch. I mean, give her a honey coated IM along with an apology and all she gives in return is pure BITCHY??? Smooth move HY, REALLY...

So i send her A reply with about the same meaning as the above paragraph, she her OH SO WONDERFUL REPLY??? *waiting to read it..*:

that all? the reason why we were having this fight is because you were SICK??? gosh, i thought your sister died or something from the way you phrased it. guess what, i am sick too. i was so sick that i vomitted at 6 something. and you didn't try to be nice. first of all, you wasted my money by calling to name some of your so-called friends. and the first IM you sent me was to tell me that i was wierdER and some heck of BOO HOOs. yea, sure that was REAL nice. and i only said those stuff cause i was mad.

yea, MAD... three letter word that makes me want to slap your face and send you to hell myself.. yea, M-A-D. ARGHH! i give up!! you are SO over the top, dun bother replying. merry Christmas...

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ooooo.... mind you that last phrase was copied from a book, i mean WHO COPIES OHRASES FROM BOOKS??? HONESTLY?? oh, and here something you DID NOT expect... A REPLY!!! GOSH... who knew?? luckily i saved my award-winning reply that left her SPEECHLESS (no kidding :P). SO here it is:

look, can u be LESS predictable??? Let me ask you, what does EVERYONE say when you tell them you are sick?..."i was sick too, i EVEN threw up!!!...yadda yadda ya" you are not the only one who threw up if that part of you being OH-SO-ill is true. So Stop being SSOOOO overdramatic if you thought Kyra died. While your at that, try and improve your UNDERSTANDING of the english language. i meant my IM about the "i wuz a little harsh on you" NOT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY IMs after you called me a bitch.
And all my 'So-called' friends??? they are talking behind YOUR back. I'm mad, i've learnt to live with it. Go ahead tell Ben how Stuck up i am to not accept your apology-which did not even deliver. YOu know what WOULD be fun??? hearing YOUR list of friends, sure youve got Ben and all to back you up, but i have poeple on my side TOO...
WOW HY, keep up the Christmas cheer. Tell me, you don't ACTUALLY celebrate christmas, do you?? as in, you don't go around, visiting and all. setting up a christmas tree does not count. Speaking of which, I'd like to see your Ipod nano, ADMIT it, you dont have one. Firstly, you would have shown it off and secondly, when i let you use mine you claimed you did not know how to use the new type... ALL ARE THE SAME, get it together, and i'm not even gonna bother calling you a bitch, cause you call EVERYONE that.
oH, RIGHT, AND one more reason i have for your GINORMOUS lie about your ipod nano that nobody has seen?? you DIDNT even know you had itunes. YOU NEED ITUNES FOR EVERY IPOD YOU HAVE. Oh right, and nice one about you having all the itunes voulchers too, cause you need and american citizenship for that, as well as a american visa number. TIME YOU got a life.

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HA! take THAT you GINORMOUS-girl-of-an-idiot!!!!! where's your reply to that huh??? Honestly, i'd like to know, although you know ONE thing i forgot to mention in my AWESOME IM??? PETE SKYLAR!!! time SHE knew the singer she loved does not exist, and never did. And i'd ALSO like to see her REACTION to that piece of information. maybe, she'll just faint there and then, out of PURE embarrassment of being found out after lying about a singer she so-called "LOVED" and then being told he does not exist. Maybe i can even tape her reaction and put it on youtube, so y'all can see, and so i can relive the moment of glory over that HY!

2007-12-08T23:58:00.000-08:00

These are photos from one of the last days of school... *i think*

Thx Lavelle 4 posting them on your blog X)

uhh...confused

2007-12-02T20:07:00.000-08:00

ok, give HY a hand, she takes an arm, SERIOUSLY, does she think money falls from the sky?? probably. OKay, so here's the real deal, we went to watch enchanted, so my mom brought us, she paid for HY's movie ticket, lunch and this funny hot dog for her to eat during the movie. So the movie ends, and she didn't eat her hotdog, but all of my popcorn. so she was all "i'm SOOOOO full i can't eat the hot dog". Kay, fine i expected her to keep it in her bag to bring home and eat it when she IS NOT bloated anymore, but no, she flippin THROWS IT AWAY!!!

i mean, that was $4!!! who is she?? throwing away what my MOM bought for HER?!?!? if you want to throw food away, fine by me, just use your OWN MONEY!!! yea, she brought $100 there?!?! for what??? a book, a drink and some fries (drink was wasted too)...

so after the movie, my mom said she wanted to get something from spotlight, so i go shop with hy for a little while. My mom's done, she went to borders with us, cause i was looking for a book, and so was she. my mom let me buy stardust, and HY's all "your SSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOO lucky" WHATEVE--

okay, i've suddenly realised something, why us HY the star of MY blog?!?!? all i've been writting (*hem hem -- typing*) about is HER HER HER... now, to change THAT to ME ME ME, i shall...

okay, i'm out

giving in doesn't mean giving UP!

2007-11-19T19:45:00.000-08:00

Okay, the last post was a little too harsh.. I ADMIT! but hey, i was angry afterall right??? so yeah, i'll give HY another chance, ( yea, i noe i'm an angel, TELL ME ABOUT IT :) ) Results coming out soon, and i KNOW i did NOT do very well, so chances are my dad is gonna kill moi... *sniff sniff* AHHHHHHHHHHHHH should have gone to the flippin' chalet!!! STUIPD sasha! besides, i don't even know where i'm supposed to go, but that's what you get when you go overseas for TWO DARN WEEKS! but, the trip was worth it!!

SUNDAY WAS HEAVEN!! i mean... how many times do you get to go shopping with your friends ONLY with my kinda 'rents? okay okay, the usual "we're just trying to protect you... yadda yadda ya......." but i'll consider myself lucky i GTG in the first place! :)

uh-oh...she's gonna BLOW!!!

2007-10-18T02:26:00.000-07:00

SO MUCH FOR THE I-SHALL-BE-NICE-TO-EVERYONE-REPUTATION!!!!! SHE...she....she...URGH! she thinks all that's gonna make her COOL?!?!? COME ON, she can't be that DAFT!!! "OOO.. Sasha...i've got ALL your songs...Kelly clarkson...Hilarry Duff...Aly&AJ...EVERY ONE!!! ohh and i heard this song, BET you've never heard it before!!! It's called "NEVER UNDERESTIMATE A GIRL!!! LAlalalall....NEVA!!!!! lalalalthe world is in her hands........" my reply?!?! "DUH YOU IDIOTIC-RETARD-WHO-DOES-NOT-THINK-IMITATION-IS-SUICIDE!!! I HAVE!!!!AND YOU THINK YOU CAN JUST...JUST...ACT SO SWEETIE OVER THAT????" no, i didn't actually say this, but i would if i could. GT, YOU R SOOO RITE!!! Y DID I EVA BELIEVE SHE HAD CHANGED?!?!? I TOTALLY AGREE WITH YOU!! HANDS DOWN!!! okay here's a list of why i hate her copying what i like, and don't when other ppl like what i like...

1) Okay, how can she POSSIBLY LIKE Kelly Clarkson when she can't even spell her Flippin' NAME?!??! Kelly 'KLUCKSON' or 'CLURKSON'...haha HAE YON...NICE ONE...oh, AND GOOD LUCK...YOU"LL NEED IT!!!!!
2) She didn't even know who the singers were b4 GT and me told her(and many other people who triend to knock some sence into her)...and when asked how she knew of Kelly CLARKSON if not through US?? her reply: OH, through the INTERNET! (wow..and what did she search....Kelly CLUCKSEN???)
3) Start of this year she was singing ( Trying to make it obvious to me what a wonderful voice she had) 'Cheetah Girls' and now she is mutterin' excerpts from 'Breakaway'
4) She sucks.... more than i do...so thats like..A RECORD!!
5) Tries to suck up to EVERYONE IN THE CLASS!!! Her: ' Lavelle and i are like, total friends, we talk to each other EVERYDAY!!!' (doubt)
6)SHe doesn't give u credit for anything! Like when a NORMAL person is complimented on something that was recommended to them by another person, they go" yeah, so-and-so told me about it." HY: "i know right??? i t's been my favorite song since, FOREVER!!!"
7)Doesn't know ANY singer when asked. this was proved when me n GT made up this imaginary singer "Pete Skylar" and pretended to be crazy over his songs. then she is all" i know, he rocks right?? i heard one of his songs on the radio... i LOVED IT!!!" Loved a song she "forgot' the tune to....hmmmmmm.....*AT this point, Rache was straining herself not to laugh, which made me try not to laugh, which made Priya take in DEEP breaths...*
8)She befriends you ONLY if something's in it for her...like this girl on this chat site IMVU is RICH...in virtual currency... and she tries to befriend her... luckily, that girl was warned beforehand by yours truly *hem hem*, me.
9)i hate her
10) oh, i forgot to mention..... I HATE HER!!!!!

SO, now I've come partially clean, i have a piece of advice for HY, oh-wonderful-goddess. Even though you've been MEAN to me, being the angel i am (HA), i am going to tell you something that you've ignored since i first TALKED TO YOU!! ANd it is....*drum roll please* BE YOU DAMN SELF!?!?!? PPL LYK U FOR WHO YOU ARE, NOT FOR PERFECTION!!!! IMITATION IS SUICIDE!!! AND I AM GOING TO DIE TRYING TO KNOCK THAT INTO YOUR GINORMOUS HEAD!!!! MAKE YOUR OWN YOU!!! GET RID OF THE SASHA-GT-PRIYA-AND-EVERYONE-ELSE-YOU!!!!!!!! BURN IT!!!!!!

Something else, while you try doing that, do you mind giving me back what you have taken from me??? NOT LITERALLY, but as in... PERSONALITY??!!!? I'd REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!

Time for some R&R

2007-10-12T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hey people! PSLE IS FINALLY OVER! SINCE ONE WEEK AGO!!!! hahas, hi i'm Sasha i think we're meeting for the first time! NO, The old Sasha has decided to turn over a new leaf, all those mean comments and posts i did? Kaping!!!! U've never read them and you never shall, i'm not gonna erase them cause.... well, i think you get me, isn't that the whole point of keeping a blog in the first place. All those people i used to hate, they are just "friends that i haven't met" not enemies--FRIENDS, GOOD FRIENDS!!!!! Get it? Got it?--GOOD!

Okay, so the new and improved Sasha does not talk behimd other ppl's backs, she tries to be nice to EVERYONE no matter how harsh she is being treated in return (Gosh, that sounds tough, i'm not sure whether i'm really up to that, isn't hating the person, like a THOUSAND times easier?!?!?) And she is totally olivious to any sarcasm and takes it as compliments instead.

Yupp, that's the (new) Sasha-miss-i'm-oh-so-nice. I personally think i'm gonna crack under the pressure, wouldn't ANYONE!?! Not unless you some goddess of course!

Sasha (*hem hem* ME)

Depressed Much?!?!

2007-09-16T22:50:00.000-07:00

Okay, right now, Sasha = totally pissed. Why?--Don't know, don't care... No, actually that's not ENTIRELY true...I know and I DO care. Reason? It's HER again. Isn't it always?

Anyways, you probably know what she did to get me THAT upset so i shall not elaborate(not that i need to in any case...) Hahas...DON'T ASK...

On a brighter note, 15 days till PSLE...like THAT'S bright at ALL...

Sasha

study much?

2007-09-16T02:47:00.000-07:00

OKAY, now i not only think they are trying to kill us, i KNOW IT TOO!!! Took so long to figure that one out did i? well yeah, i AM kinda slow:)

i am referring to our parents, or people who PUSH you to your limits. They say they will be happy with whatever you get, as long as you tried your best, FINE, then why the hell are you giving us an avg aggrigate(sp?) score???!?!?!??!

Oh well, that shows that..... What does it show? Let's just say... it shows that we should nevr eva eva believe the ppl that we trust..

Sasha

NO TOPIC

2007-09-16T02:35:00.000-07:00

You must be a REALLY nice person to listen to a "BORN-A-NUTTER" person (*hem hem* me) write(er...TYPE?) in her blog....so i owe you...what? no one knows...but yeah.....just to see how many ppl i owe "something" to JUST TELL ME IN MA' Cbox okies? yeah, and at the same time, tell me how YOU would feel if 'Someone" kept imitating you.....literally....as in....do whatever you do? like you have a special way of saying something, and she just.....DAMN FOLLOWES YOU!!!!!!!! okay I'm acting immature....I AM AN IMMATURE......is it that obvious that I'm in that exact position?--probably....

Someone told me that if someone does-whatever-you-do, they look up to you, or wanna be you, or think you ideas rock. but hey, don't YOU find it unfair? THAT IS PART OF ME!!!!!!!! I HAVE SPENT YEARS CREATIN' MY OWN UNIQUE PERSONALITY!!!!!!!!! And then she just goes and takes it away from me? Bonus marks goes to the person who can gues who i'm talkin' bout...

Sasha

Fit in already?!?

2007-09-16T02:22:00.000-07:00

Eva feel lyk ur never eva eva gonna fit in? EVER? well yea, if you have, you'll already know what i mean, if u haven't... you can't simply imagine. so yeah, SPILL IT ALREADY WILL I?
thing is, i have no clue why i feel this way. NO CLUE! Yeah, i'm weird--tell me about it. Better cheer up already..... HUGE DISASTER DAY A'COMIN'....in other words....PSLE.....HEY, who needs a reminder? Seriously? NOT ME.

On the brighter side(if there really is one), i .....i....okay, it's finally hit me....WHERE IS THAT DAMN BRIGHTER SIDE????? oh yea....my parents are away?....not so much...... Will some "brighter side angel" please wake up already? WE'RE runnig outta time here!!!!!!

So....they're basically trying to kill us here.....who needs so many Xams? Isn't the point to STRESS YOU OUT instead of, what they claim they're trying to do, PREPARE US?

Okay...I seem to be making no progress here whatsoeva...so i'll just end off here...spare Y'ALL the pain and sufferin'...who needs to listen to me anyways? HA.....NOT ANYONE!!!! so go live your lives while we still can......

SASHA

Movin'

2007-09-15T23:38:00.000-07:00

so people...my Blog has OFFICIALLY moved..xoxosugarandspice sux (er.. suckED?) so.... yea.....

Hey Y'all

2007-09-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

So...THis is my blog...my life.....no ppl( *cough cough*) to invade it.... and ABSOLUTELY MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas...anways....enjoy...will ya?